Why
I have nightmares when I wake
up.
My heart beats too fast my cheeks pink
up I can’t breathe.
It feels just like you just left me
again.
Stupid and foolish, that's how I feel,
thinking you'd want me this time.
Sometimes I think you don't care, did you,
about me.
You came back to me cobbled together,
but weren’t really there.
Over and over I put myself into your
life just to be pushed away and pulled back.
Unimportant I felt, though you said
you changed, you made an effort, you tried.
Just be the man and honest with
me with us.
I can’t not think of you in the
morning first and last at night and all the time in-between.
No point in fighting to forget you;
I’m strong, but I’m still just a girl stuck in love.
